i have been watching "the exorcism of emily rose", this movie has evoked my curiosity of the spiritual realm of the so called good and evil. the film itself has been "based on the true story". i also have been interested in other movies with related genre, for example "constantine". i believe that there is good and evil. and growing up in a world where demonic possession do exist arose my curiosity into breaking grounds. this subject is so greatly interesting to me that i am actually do research about it. i might not be a strict christian, and i do believe that these days alot of christians have forgotten the true value of why there is such a religion. most christians have abide themselves with their surroundings and other means that they are blinded by these two realms. through my own observations more and more christians are consern about gayness, human behaviour, the way you dress or even having controversy about a book that was namely fiction and having forgotten that those are things that have mainly nothing to do about love. so what if some of us humans want to be gay, let them be. so what if some humans do not know how to behaviour as such a good christians should. so what if some of us wants to express themselves through clothing even if it doesn't look right to whoever's standard. so what if a guy wants to write a book about God having a decendent, it's just a book... it can't convince anyone of their faith if you know what you truly believe in. things in life that people care too much about even when they themselves have are buried into their surrounds on how they should live rather then how they want to live. remember good and evil so real don't like one or the other blind you to be one or the other.

have you ever got the creepy crawlies running down your spine? well, as i was hanging out with some friends at the usual coffee shop and it was getting dark and for some reason the subject of creepy experiences popped up from no where... and it creeped me out sooo much that i couldn't walk back to wherever i was going... here's some of the stories:-

my share of the stories-

this is about the time when i was still in KG, i was there but i don't remember any of it cause i was sleeping all those times. well, my mom and i was living in this apartment in the ghetto streets of sukhumvit 71 road and for some reason almost half the room on the floor that we were living in was empty... why? at the time we had no idea... but later on as we were living there my mom would accuringly see this lady in the corner of our room just standing there staring at here. as my mom had described it, she looked like a normal girl but just really pale. sometimes she would be in the corner of the room by the door and sometimes right by the door watching, but never really too close that she would get freaked out. my mom's not that much of the type to be scared of ghost so she didn't really care. my mom would usually order some soup for me in the morning downstairs and they would usually tell her to pay them later when she comes back to school from dropping me off and they would just leave the soup by the door... they would never peek inside the room or anything. she knows why but she doesn't know how "she" really got there. one day when my dad came back from the first business he was away since we moved in my mom told him about "her". it creeped my dad out so much he told us to move immediately. due to my mom's curiosity she found out how she got there. once everything was packed and ready to move she asked the security guard what had happened in our room before we had moved it. appearantly, it started happening when this chick committed suicide cause of a broken heart and had never left the room. anyone who was in that room in between her death and my family moving in had never stayed more than a day. if anyone wants to test this theory... the apartment is still open till today and that room's still there. no joke!

 

nicco's share-

nicco is from the phillipines and he lives in an apartment near abac. his neighbor is this gay dude. one day while coming up to his floor on the way up in the smoking area he saw his gay neighbour and he told nicco that there was a girl sitting on the floor of their floor for three hours in the same position... not moving sitting there. but he had never seen her, himself. and at night nicco would hear his shower curtains slide but when he checks it... it was as he have left it. the worst night was when he heard is door unlock from the outside the keyhole and the padlock and his door opened but the clip on the door had stopped it from opening. thinking it was his cousin whose got the keys to his room, he got up to open the door for him but everything was as it he had left it again. freaky... but true.

 

kia's share-

kia's grandmother died in her house and two weeks after his grandfather died and the same spot and a month later his aunt died at the same spot also and his mother almost died at the same spot not long after that... coincident... i think not!

 

well, that's three stories out of the very many but my back hurts every much right now so i think imma head back to bed and i'll post more stories up tmr... :D so sweetdreams guys.

 

school these days are really starting to get to me, until this morning i realized that i can't slack off and skip all my classes anymore, i have to take responsibility. i may sound like i'm a boring dork but it's true, i have to start taking school seriously. although, i did have a good reason to skip school, i was sick. for 2 weeks man, trust me no one should go through that kind of torture. it got so bad that i had to carry around a little tissue box. everything's better now, skipping less classes (not that soon i could skip anymore) and feeling better, i actually have my voice back now. *sigh* i have to go to the bangna campus two days in a row >_<" one for a stupid seminar that i have to pay for and another for a quiz. sucks, but atleast it's not as hot anymore.  

life, outside of school, however is great! spending most of my time sleeping to recover from the cold and watching this series called "Deadwood". i showed my bf the hate site, and is it wrong that he's jealous. he said he wants one too. LOL. he's weird. no further harrassment from my anonymous fan.

 

-fernie-

lately, the change of weather's really been getting to a few ppl in the surrounding. the full moon has obviously caused some ppl to go entirely phsyco like the muslims in france. and i apparently have my first hate fan... which is odd but i think is pretty cool. i've never thought that i'll actually have ppl hating me because i'm happy. for those of you who love me... don't be hating, ayt? (from the words of Malibu's Most Wanted)

not much's been going on lately... just spending alot of my time with scott and his family. and haven't been to school lately because of the change of weather and it's making everyone sick. *yawn* just regained my strength... it's quite nice. oh, and my grades came out... pretty average i think. all "B"s. next sem, all "A"s :P yeah, i wish.

yesterday, i went to ABAC bangna... and it was so fur-reaking HOT!!!! my friend abhi moved there not too long ago, and scott had to do his late registration. surprisingly, nick and daniel was there which was totally a big shocker. hung out for a bit and then the late registration took forever but it was alright cause i got a book with me. while waiting for late registration, danny appeared... it was cool cause he was helping a shit load... got back to huamark at around 6:30pm. oh, and i saw jamie too ^^ i was hoping i'd see her. it was really nice to see her again, and then i saw her when i got to huamark too ^^ that was pretty cool. well that's pretty much it... yup... no deep thoughts today... just what i've been up to.

 

-fernie-